I just finished watching a movie called "Collapse", and it was eye openning. It was as eye opening to me as Zeitgeist. Zeitgeist showed what is going to happen. Collapse showed how.
Think about this: almost all products in the world are made from oil. Yes, oil. Plastics are made from oil. Rubbers are made from oil. Paints, acrylics, toothpastes, keyboards, cellphones, and many other things are made from oil. There is about 7 gallons of oil in every car tire. So answer me this: how are we going to create new alternate energy systems when everything that it takes to make the energy is made of a resource that is quickly running out.

IGNORANCE ANNOYS ME. I'm ok if you don't have the ability to comprehend things, and it's ok if you are simply stupid. That's fine. Being unintelligent is not your fault, but if you are simply ignorant and unaware of basic facts and important arguments of our day, like when at least 5 of the 11 freshman in this class i surveyed for Politics and the Media, than you need to get with reality. Every American should know what an abortion and stem cell research mean. If you don't, hit yourself in the head, just like your mother did when you were a baby.
My ceramics class is so awesome. I made a Buddha statue, but it didn't come out how I liked it. The statue itself is fine, but the glaze color was different than i liked. Oh well. Maybe i'll post some pics of my stuff in a while.

I'm tired of this prohibition bullshit. It didn't work in the 30's and it isn't working now. Go on youtube and search "bong hits" and you'll get teenagers smoking weed and feeling cool about it. You look up "teen drinking" you don't see any kids saying "oh yea, i just picked up 2 liters of some potent whiskey and we're gonna drink it right now for the camera". No, you don't see that shit. Because it's not cool. Because alcohol is a legal drug. Legalize cannabis and the exact same effect will happen. The Netherlands reports having a lower marijuana usage rate among people of all ages than all European countries. I'm just getting pissed at the lies that the government is putting out. Their ad campaigns that the put to minors are like jokes. They don't tell facts. The war on drugs has FAILED. Period. No argument. At least medical marijuana NEEDS TO BE LEGALIZED.

You want to see the robbing of millions of dollars, you look to your bank. They control when you get your money. They control how you get your money. They control where you get your money. They can even control how much of it you get. They hold the entire economy in their hands to their liking. They rob and cheat. You can' t get your money after 5 o'clock because after 5 your money is being spent by them in England and Korea and China. You ask for your money and they take it from someone else to give it to you. Once you deposit you cash, you're that much poorer.

I just deleted 1720 songs from my zune. Awesome!

ok, what the fuck. my stepdad apparently called the chief game warden of Vermont and asked if i could have a youth license, which Mel, the guy who owns the place i got my license, said i could. and steve's pissed because my little brother brought the gun my father gave him to go hunt with my father. So now steve's not letting tom hunt for the rest of the season, and he ripped off my tags, which i have a strong doubt that he told the warden the specifics. FUCK.

i was just reading one of those things someone had on their facebook where they tag certain spots on the image with peoples' names and it tells something about that person. "someone you can always count on" "the smartest person you know" "a life saver". it was all just stupid shit like that. and i got really depressed, because no one ever tags me in one of those.

I'm tired. But i finished the burma project! yay!

fuck this shit. it's 10:38. i have all tomarrow to do it and i can do it stoned. that's waaaaaay better. fuck this class. and fuck my grade. i'll get it done.

i'm tired. in bed with a laptop on my lap. trying to get this project done but the more i work on it the tireder i am. yawnyawnyawnyawnyawn. boreborebore. i could reeeeeeeeaaaaaly use some sleep. but i'm gonna stay up and finish. and i'm gonna have a tootsie pop while i do it. ooo, orange flavor

i just played an awesome game called super obama world. it was like super mario, except your obama and you're in alaska. yea, i'm wasting time while doing my powerpoint. out of the 15 required slides, i've done nine on the history alone. this is going to take a while.
i wonder if goldfish know that their bowl is made of glass, or if they think it's like some sort of force field. what if what we believe to be the empty space inside of space is really glass, and it turns out that space suits are perfect for moving around in it. what if were're really fish in a bowl
"we're just two lost souls living in a fish bowl/year after year"

I've got to try to finish my burma project tonight. it shouldn't take that long. i just don't really want to do it.
Does anyone know what video memory is? because apparently my computer doesn't have enough of it to play gta III. yea, i still play gta iii. Why? Because it's free. Bitch
I was watching a Stanford U lecture on quantum physics earlier. it was fucking awesome. i love theoretical physics.
Burma is a really boring country for a military dictatorship. I usually get psyched about studying countries like that but burma is just...boring.

My little shithead brother is bitching at me because i don't want to go to my father's this weekend. I thought it was next weekend and had plans, plus i'm not going to waste $90 on a lisence for one weekend to only hunt bear, which i'm not going to see. i want to go a weekend where i can actually hunt instead of wasting money, but tom keeps bitching that "i just don't want to see dad". what a fuck up.

i just learned something really sad and something needs to be done about it. Did you know that in fallujah, iraq, last year 24% of the babies born were dead within the first seven days, and 75% of the infants born were born with defects. yea, i shit you not http://schmoontherun.blogspot.com/2009/10/iraq-war-eco-tragedy-is-killing-babies.html

WHY IS OFFICE TAKING SUCH A LONG TIME TO INSTALL!!! I want to get that project done. Grrrrrr. Whatever. i don't know if i can work on it tomarrow, because i might be working with dustin at his friend scott's house. ok, office is more than half done now. go go go go go go go go go go go go!!!!

the new laptop doesn't have powerpoint, so i have to bootleg it from a torrent. Luckily, it's running at over 500 kb/s, so i may be able to get some work done on my burma project.
i kind of hate working on projects in partnerships, mostly because of the way i am. I pretty much told justin that i'd do the entire project. so, he pretty much hasn't done shit for it, and i've done all the research. so now when it's becoming a hassle for me to do work, i feel guilty. i mean, it's only a twenty page powerpoint, and i could crank it out in an hour, but he hasn't done anything on it. and i feel guilty that i haven't either? that doesn't feel right. justin, if your reading this, don't worry, it's fine. Bittorrent says that the download will be done in 8 minutes, so, dependent on the installation time, i should be able to crank out half the project tonight.
So, why isn't medical marijuana legal? morphine's legal for cancer patients, and marijuana could do the same effects with way less risk of drug complications, and if it gets in the wrong hands it would do so much less damage. instead of that horrible synthetic crap, marijuana could entirely help arthritis patients like my little brother, my stepdad, and my dad. And my grandma. and my uncles. Heck, anyone with any kind of back pain. and my uncle doug with his bad knee. and any elderly people with glaucoma. heck, they should just keep a room clambaked at all times in nursing homes. so many health problems would improve so fast. ok, maybe that's a little extreme, but whatever. physicians in nursing homes should have medical marijuana on hand. plus, look at the legal drugs. has any doctor in the last 75 years perscibed tobacco for any ailment? how about alcohol? "i perscribe one bottle of jack daniels for your athsma". actually, back in the day they did recommend cigarettes for athsma. that worked out just great
Simone! why haven't you followed me! i'm all alone! no one reads my blogs! i've got blogerrea!!
one minute until office 2007 has downloaded. wow, this is really illegal. it's like as illegal as stealing $500 software. it is stealing $500 software. i know my step dad has a real copy of it, so i'll get that tomarrow. yay, it's done!

Freakin Awesome weekend!

Why? Oh,e let me count the ways. Numero un: i got my lisence! The dude who tested me was a dick though and took 18 points off. Ok, i'll admit that one of the problems he said was that i had problems starting the car, but whatever. And i spent all yesterday with dustin with one of my favorite things. Starts with an m. or w. or whatever you which to call it. And my stepdad gave me his work laptop from his job at the culinary academy, so now my computer doesn't suck!! Yay!! Blogging doesn't take an hour! And it's portable!! Yay!!
So now i just have to get a job. i'm gonna go finish watching taken. Sweet movie!

AAH i'm tired, but i've got to finish my mole project for chem. My mole's so lil' and cute! Wow, what a girly thing to say.
OMG my friend Miranda and her mom MADE MY DAY today. I was walking to my therapist's and i was cold and hungry and knew i was going to be late, and who pulls over next to me but those two. Apparently they saw me walking while they were at burger king so they bought me a whopper and sprite and picked me up and drove me to tessa's. I was psyched. It was so nice of them, and miranda's mom's really nice two! I'm totally doing something nice for them some time.

I cant fall asleep. Aaaaaaah!

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Library Time!!! II: Still not getting work done.

Still supposed to be researching burma. Still not. I'll probably get more done today. Maybe. I don't know if we can use wikipedia or not, but i am. I don't understand why schools don't support the use of wikipedia, considering it is known to be about 98% accurate. and, in today's internet, anyone can make a website. Even i made a website, and my opinions shouldn't be heard by anyone. Says the government.
More ripping on the Russian govenment! It's bullshit that the russian people are mostly force fed the grain of Putin. Every media station on tv and radio except for one radio station supports no opposition to putin and only shows pro-putin material. They only rip on the opposition and never tell about their good points. They call them facists when they are really the ones supporting democracy. Putin's a dictator who can put his people into slavery without putting it into law.
Did you know burma is rated as the least free economy in asia (tied with north korea) and that it is also rated as the most corrupt nation in the world? I am doing work!!
CENSORSHIP SUCKS!!!! I should be able to say anything i want whenever I want. Kids should grow up learning the words that premote ignorance. I admit to using them alot, and when i read back to what i wrote, i do feel ignorant. I just think that saying "I am extremely angry" is a lot less serious sounding than "I'm fucking pissed". If you are talking in representation of a group or an opinion infront of multiple people, it sounds ignorant, but if you're talking with extreme amounts of emotion, it sounds more proper. Vulgarity should be used for emotion, not technicality.
Did you know that in the United Arab Emirates, when you have tea with someone, you are supposed to drink three cups, and when your cup is empty, you shake it side to side to let your aquanance know?
Let's talk about life support. If you are a vegitable, and there is little to no chance that you will ever become unvegied, and you never wrote what you wish to be done in this situation in a will, you should be offed after 2 months. That's my opinion. I would NEVER want to be alive if i were a vegitable. Also, i believe that the closest relatives to the veggie should be the ones that decide if they should be offed, unless they have a spouse, then they should make the choise. Any you get two months. We don't need veggies with no hope filling our hospitals. It's simply unneccessary and a waste of hospital resources. If we are going to universal health care, this is something we need to regulate.
HOLY CRAP BURMA HAS BOY SCOUTS!!! How does a military dictatorship teach equality and responsibility, when they can't even take care of their people properly. Actually, now that i think about it, a boy scouts sector in a nation like that could do a lot of good. A country like Myanmar needs to teach their next generation the principles that the boy scouts teach. I was in boy scouts through middle school. It SUCKED. All the dad's were totally chill, but the moms were the most overprotective bitches ever. Every mom thought their child was an angel and everything was every other kid's fault. We left right before the head bitch became scout master. thank karma for that.
I hate america's food situation. More people go to mcdonalds than their local farmer's market. That sucks. People should be supporting the more ethical food sources than those chicken torturing, lard whoring bastards. The american people need to learn to use their money to support ethics instead of simplicity. Only one thing sucks: the new angus third pounder with bacon is delicious.
Guns should be regulated but entirely allowed. I think you should need to inform some sort of government devision (DMV?) with the amount of guns you have in your household and their caliber. Also, it should be illegal for anyone convicted of a violent felony to possess a firearm. Also, you should not be allowed to own a firearm without it being monitored by you gardians if you are under 18. Other than that, you should be allowed to own as many guns as you want at any caliber and any type. Also, you should be allowed to by ammunition at 18. It's such a crock that at 18 you can buy a gun but not ammo.

I just realized that I haven't changed the top friends on my myspace since freshman year. And the sad part is, I don't think the people in there are really my top friends anymore, but i don't think i have anyone else to change them to.

I just exercised for a half hour and i'm feelin' pretty good. I've started exercizing again after i realized that pretty much every time i show some form of physical exertion i pretty much embarrass myself. If anything it might just build some confidence. Hell, at least i'm trying.
So, i need to work on my mole project. It shouldn't take that long, but i keep putting it off. Before i know it, friday's gonna come and i'll be screwed. I better get my ass in motion.
I'm gonna get something to drink and go to bed.

Ok, you know what's pretty damn hillarious. If you type "I am" into google, the second thing it will recommend is "I am terrified of chinese people". Is that really something americans are googling? Well, 110,000 results came up.

K, so i'm still supposed to be researching burma, but instead i'm writing about how i'm still supposed to be researching burma. fuck it, i've got two weeks. I'll start it tonight after drivers ed
HOLY FUCKNUTS 5 DAYS TILL I GET MY LISENCE. Fuck yea biznitches! I'm gonna drive...places. Great. Actually, now that i think of it, it doesn't make much of a difference since i don't have a car. Fuck.

Ok, this is why Bush knew what he was doing.
So, after 9/11, the terrorists were hiding in Afganistan, which is a great move on their part. NO ONE CAN WIN A WAR IN AFGANISTAN. NO ONE. Alexander the great got the shit beat out of him there. Russia got molested there. Napoleon got destroyed there. It is IMPOSSIBLE to win a war in afganistan. The people are tribal, so it is impossible to eliminate the enemy. The landscape is extremely mountainous, making it the perfect defensive point. There are thousands of thousands of caves for the enemy to hide in. The only way we could have garenteed the death of Osama Bin Laden and his orginization was to nuke the entirty of Afganistan. So, how do we kill an enemy without going to them. I'll tell you how.
You bait them to you.
After a year and a half, the war in Afganistan was sucking. We were making no progress. We could not find the enemy, let alone attack them. So we attacked Iraq. "Oh, attacking Iraq had nothing to do with the terrorists" Yea right. Invading Iraq had everything to do with attacking Al-Queda. We attacked the Muslim holy land. EVERY EXTREMIST MUSLIM LEADER CALLED ON EVERY MUSLIM TO GO TO FIGHT FOR THE HOLY LAND SO THAT THE CHRISTIANS COULD NOT TAKE IT. Americans thing we're fighting terrorism. Terrorists thing their fighting a new crusade. We brought Al-Queda and every muslim terrorist who hates America to one place. And we fight them in a landscape that we can fight in. We also turn to a defensive model instead of an offense. THE DEFENSE ALWAYS WINS THE TIE. Plus, we took down a major dictator in the proccess, getting the support of militaries all over the world. INVADING IRAQ WAS THE BEST MOVE BUSH MADE HIS ENTIRE PRESIDENTIAL CAREER. And we're going to realize this when Obama leaves Iraq and pushes on Afganistan and starts to get the shit beat out of him

Library time!!!

I'm in the library and i'm wasting time. I'm writing this and researching Burma at the same time, which kinda screws up the value of both. Hahaha, they call their military the "State Peace and Development Council". That's funny because they're a miltary dictatorship and do nothing but oppress the people. That sucks.
Dictatorships make no sense at all. A dictatorship is the number one example of corruption and greed. Plus, to be a good dictator you would have to be a total genius who knows the perfect way to run a government in any situation. Even if a dictator was not evil and listened to the people, which pretty much never happens, there is no way that he or she would be able to run an entire nation on his or her own. It's impossible. So is monarchy. How can a family be so perfect that every generation has the ability to run a nation. Plus, what if the only son of the king has downs or autism or something? Ouch. Then you'll either have to overthrow the crown or let a retard run a nation. And no offense to them, retards have the ability to run entirely productive lives, but if a guy who has no mental disease can do such a bad job at a job that he's claimed to be retarded, (though bush mad a lot of good choises, i'll talk about that next) how can a real retard run a nation? That'd put the royalty in a bit of a pickle.

So, my brother's sick, and my mom's getting a little paranoid thinking he's got he swine flu. Wow.
I need to go to bed. But i want to blog. I feel like i've been introduced to a drug. Dammit Simone, you showed me meth. At least this drug's good for me!
Sleepsleepsleepspleep. I need to sleep. Dustin said today that if you take a piece of string like a shoelace or something and just play with it, you'll fall asleep. I'm gonna do that. One more contreversial issue.
The war in iraq! no no no, i could blog all day about that one. maybe i'll do that tomarrow. just to warn you, i support it. I know, i know, it doesn't sound logical, but hear me out...tomarrow. Ok, how about... STEM CELL RESEARCH. It should totally be supported by the government. I mean come on, we now have the technology that we can use adult cells and turn them back into stem cells instead of using embryos. So what's the argument? "Blahblahblah we're playing god, blahblahblah". Yea, well FUCK YOU! AND FUCK GOD! YOU'RE TELLING ME THAT WE SHOULDN'T PLAY GOD TO SAVE A 8 YEAR OLD LEUKEMIA PATIENT?! OR TO GIVE A MAN WHO WAS PARALIZED IN WAR THE ABILITY TO WALK AGAIN?! YOU'RE FUCKING HEARTLESS! YOU COCK SUCKER!!!! FUCK!


So, yea... go stem cells

I fucking LOVE Buddhism with all my heart. It makes more sense to me than string theory. Yea, string theory makes sense to me, got a problem bitch?
Buddhism is epic for so many reasons. First of all, Buddhists worship NO ONE. We just think that the original Buddha was just a dude who figured out how to be happy. That's it. He didn't make the earth, he doesn't live in the clouds. Hell, he couldn't even walk on water or be resurrected. He was just some guy who figured out how to live happily. That's it.
Second of all, Buddhism does not rely on blind faith. It gives you facts that can believed, and never says that if you don't believe in it, then you will be sent to a horrible lake of fire to burn in agony for ever and ever.
Lastly, and most importantly, I believe in Buddhism. It makes sense. Christianity says that if you don't obey the ten commandments, you'll be punished by some old dude who lives in the sky. With buddhism, here's the deal: if you don't follow the buddhist equivalent of the ten commandments, called the precepts, you won't be happy. Period. That's it. That's the whole concept. If you don't follow the precepts, you won't be happy. That's essentially what karma is. Everything has a concequence. Good things make your life better. Bad things make your life worse. Buddhism doesn't need the threat of some "almighty being" to convince you of that. It's simple logic. And you know what buddhism says? If you don't believe in buddhism, don't follow it. Done. It's that simple. If you do research on buddhism and don't believe it's the path for you, then don't do it. Heck, the Buddha didn't want people who didn't believe him to follow him. Why would you want to teach pupils who don't want teaching?
Another cool thing about buddhism is that everyone is capable of reaching the highest point in its religion. In christianity, judaism, islam, hinduism, and pretty much every other religion there is, no one can get to the very tippy top of power. No one in the bible ever actually became god. That's not true in buddhism. In buddhism, anyone can become a buddha. Just reach enlightenment. That's all you need to become an equal with THE Buddha himself. You can do it. So can I. Everyone has a buddha within them. It isn't the idea of getting up to the point of the budda. It's the idea of breaking through the barriers of today to find the buddha within you. We all have what it takes. I love this religion.

ok, so i've got a lab report due tomarrow that i should probably get cracking on but instead i think i'll just blog because i find it fun. I'm gonna go to cnn and the first controversial subject i see, i'll blog about.
what does cnn stand for anyways? central news network? cereal number nation? crack in my nose this night?
Gay marriage! Dude, you can fuck who ever you want, just don't fuck me. Hell, you can even hit on me if you don't know i'm straight, but once i've told you, put your boner away. the other day this gay dude named doug told me i had a nice mouth, and asked me how broke i was on a scale from one to ten. and i'd already told him i'm straight. yea. so, yea, you can do who you want, but i dig chicks, so don't do me
Oh, and all you religionmongers, i do see that in your wonderous book of "truth" you call the bible, in one line in the hebrew laws of exodus, let me put this to you more bruntly: one line, one single line, only one fucking line does it say that a man should not go to bed with another man. Yep, and on the next page it says that any child who goes against the word of his father should be put to death. THE BIBLE IS A SHITTY MORAL CODE. Don't listen to every fucking word it says, because you'll realize that God is one touchy bitch.
I should probably work on my lab report, but i'm gonna go on to another contreversial issue. Oh, i know, lets talk about Russia, specificly the way they indocrinate their young into supporting their president. Ok, so I saw this video in my comparitive governments class, and it was about this camp in russia, it was called nashi camp. Yea more like nazi camp. The entire subject of the camp is to pretty much worship Vladimir Putin like a god. Extremely graphic images of the political enemies of the Kremlin are posted everywhere. And here's what really freaked me out. The moment the kids are 18, they marry them at the camp. Then they put them on big boats together. The boats have tents, and they are told to "make babies for mother russia right away". I SHIT YOU NOT. That is fucked up. Don't believe me? Go ahead, google it. I swear to god. Ok, swearing to god doesn't really mean much to a buddhist, so i swear on the reality of the four noble truths. Or, i swear on the eightfold path. IDK, buddhists don't really worship any being or object, so i swear on something REALLY fucking important.

Ok, I jumped off my house like five times and it was awesome. and now i want to learn how to freerun. Horray for youtube! Then me and dustin went squirrel hunting and didn't see shit, so we hung a can on a tree and it pretty much became target practice.

universal healthcare is the shit. America: grow up and realize that it's our civil responsibility to take care of each other, and to make sure that none of us end up having to cope with broken legs not being fixed and $500 dollars a month in perscription bills. Put it into your thick cheap skulls realize that it's something we not only should do, WE NEED TO DO.

PS To all you fucktards who bitch because it's a socialist program: yea no shit it's a socialist program, just like firefighters and the postal service and the library and public schools and the police and the military and food banks and free health clinics (OH SHIT SOCIALIZED HEALTH CARE) and all the other awesome programs that you dumb fucks get for free. DUH.

OK, i just saw the world freerunning championships, and now i want to do something crazy. It looks like a sport that i could do and not suck at. I'm gonna go jump off my house.

i don't want to go to school but i have to because the government says i have to and my parents say i have to because they'd love to see me in ten years working in some cubicle like a zombie among zombies in a dead end job so i can grow up to be probably nothing but a one in a million chance of something so that maybe i can get money and be one of the zombies that controls the other zombies like a pimp with an army of whores.

to sleep i want to fall
i'll lean against a wall
and hopefully i'll know
into my dreams i'll go
but still i am awake
though my fatigue's a lake
in which i do now float
and wish i had a boat
possibly i will grab
some milk and it will stab
my inability
to leave this tired sea
i simply want to sleep
i will not make a peep
and just now in a way
i see this poem sounds gay.

Dammit.

I really wanna go to bed right now but for some reason I can't. And I'm kinda confused about why i supposedly have two blogs by the same name. I don't know but I'd kinda like to get rid of the crappy one.
FUCK school tomarrow. I don't mind the whole learning thing but I know i'm gonna fall asleep in french which sucks because i've got a test tomarrow. FUCK MY LIFE. I'm going to blame this problem on global prostitution. Fucking whores.
Well it's 10:15 which means i'll only be getting 7 and a half hours of sleep which SUCKS. God, i wish i could take night school. Oh well. 6 days till i get my licence! Yay! Then maybe i'll actually have a social life. Or maybe i'll still do nothing with anyone and still feel alone. Fuck.
I guess i'll try to fall asleep. Oh, I just yawned! That's a good sign.

You're better than me

You will make it much farther in this world than I will. You'll succeed and I won't. Because you are a slave to their system. You're a slave to the thoughts they want you to be a slave to. Your clothes. Your money. Your car. Your house. Your popularity and status quo. I won't succeed. Because I am a slave to the thought of knowing you are a slave. And since I can't be the same slave as everyone else, I will fail. If every slave in Egypt was working on something different, the pyramids would never have been built. But since they were all in the same line, they succeeded. And the ones that didn't listen were executed.
That's why you'll succeed and I won't.